OoO How the leaves are turning!!!

Well it sure has been quite sometime since i wrote in my blog. My bad. i'd like to say i have been busy but i haven't really.

So Lets start with how life is??

Well it's changing alot these days it's crazy how one day everything can seem to change. So as i've said i've been working out to lose the last bit of baby weight well this last bit is turning into a lot of bit. : ( i just dont know what to do to get it off. & to make it worse the hubby got told were going to Camp Lejeune. And while i'm 100% happy with where we are going i'm not 100% happy about it being warmer & on a beach & still not fitting into my clothes. So now more then ever do i need to lose this weight. But i'm losing my ambition with going to the gym. Like i take Miss Makenna to Donna's so i can go to the gym & then just decide i no longer want to go to the gym & stay there & watch tv. It also doesn't help that when the husband came home i managed to skip out on the gym...alot. i mean my weigh in before my bday was 133 & then i took practically the week off for my bday & then the next week Matty came home so i took the week off again. So my weigh in this past week was 136 eek. not good. i wanna be down to @ least 125 by Makennas 3 month mark. don't see it happening too much. But i'm not giving up. i just have to remember that this body made an adorable healthy baby who i couldn't imagine my life without. : )

but i need to lose weight my weigh in monday will probably suck to, matty keeps telling me to just not worry about it & he will help me when we live together but i dont wanna move not fitting into my clothes. : (

so cross your fingers & wish me luck that i can start knocking down the numbers on the scare. : (

Next topic, as i said Matty is being stationed at Camp Lejeune, we got the news monday
& ever since i've been trying to make plans for r moving truck & finding an apartment...kind of hard to do though without actual orders yet to explain everything. So now i have to sit & wait until these orders come to go any further with the the move. All though i did email a lady/man about a 2 bdrm duplex today that im pretty in love with. So fingers crossed they haven't already rented & that there willing to work with us for it. : )

but as we look at all these places its getting hard for us to find a place because these days everyone wants to check your credit score & well neither of us have the best credit score. so it makes me very nervous that i will never find a place to live. This is like my worst fear because all i want is to have my family together already. it suckks.

plus i hate how everywhere wants a pet deposit along with a monthly pet fee, like hello the pet deposit should be refundable if were paying you a monthly fee too, but nope. lame.

So i had a list of todays to do this weekend & seeing as how it's saturday night & i didn't get one of the things accomplished on it, well it's not looking to good, esp since im going to my dads for dinner tomorrow. yikes. All i wanna do these days is spend time with my baby doll. i am having this awful feeling that im leaving her too much to go to the gym, that im gonna miss something big in her life while im gone. idk. Matt tells me im crazy so these past couple of days i have been obsessed with spending as much time as i can with her. Hence why i think that ive lost my ambition @ the gym & why ive not accomplished anything on my weekend to do. But what can you do....i guess that i hope this phase im going through just passes. && quickly by that because pretty soon im gonna have to start packing & getting everything ready to move on to our next journey.

Well thats all i got for tonight. i will try to get u updated. : )

xoxoxo-M

Cutie Patooties.

Apparently this everyday blogging commitment isn't quite for me yet. : ( seeing as how i haven't written a blog in 4 dayys. eek.

So we will just write it off as i took a long weekend off from blogging. : )

Anyways here's the math for today...

42 dayss till the husband graduates from his training. ; )

9 days till the husband comes up to visit for the weekend (Miss Makenna & i are super duper excited.)

2 days till my birthday : )

Let's start with i'm looking forward to my birthday kind of, but idk not as much as i have every other year. & Well there's a few reason why i believe....

1. & most obvious i believe is that hte husband won't be here to celebrate.

2. since i quit my job to be a stay @ home mommy, i think like 2 people actually make it a point to talk to me. it's ridiculous i would have bent over backwards to help any of them out & now they can't even send a simple text or phone call or even write on my facebook wall to say hey how's everything going. it's quite ridiculous.

3. i'm not use to a birthday as a mom. i know it sounds weird because you wouldn't think one has to do with the other but it does. i can't make plans to go out with friends, well i could but im not ready to leave my baby with a baby sitter for a night of partying....and to be honest i dont know if i ever will be.

So yea i'm not 100% sure if it will be quite the "happy" birthday i'm use to.

i do have plans though, Donna is going with me out to lunch @ olive garden, gonna run some errands to so i can accomplish things. Plus were going to babies'r'us & well you can ask the hubby it truely is my favorite store since having Makenna.

How about some halloween talk.

Let's see yesterday i had my doctor's appointment in which i finally got some baby stoppers. : ) & my flu shot again. it's weird because when i got the flu shot back in January when i was pregnant with my little peanut, i swore up & down that i would never get the shot again. (it gave me a little head cold, so i didn't understand how something that was suppose to prevent you from getting sick got me sick. & IT SUCKED)

Then i opted for some relaxation with babydoll before i eventful night of trick or treat visiting. : )

so aside from taking a long weekend from blogging i took a long weekend from the gym too. Which idk was a bad move on my part i think because it def isn't helping me lose this baby weight. Although at the doctors i didn't find out that i have lost 10 pounds in 2 weeks. & while i am very proud of the 10 pounds off my body i wish it was more. But i'm not 15 pounds from my goal after-baby weight. : )

But anyways back to Halloween; Makenna was a black kitty cat & boy was she a cutie pie. : )

& now you don't have to take my word for how cute she was you can see for yourself.

On to today, Miss Makenna & i got up, got ready & i took her to Ms Donnas so i could go to the gym. ( i needed to go bad & i still don't feel i did a good workout today.) Actually Makenna & i seem to have a system working the last 2 days, it's been quite nice i must say. So i probably just jynxed myself but here it is. She gets up @ about 8 for a bottle & then goes back down. : ) After she falls back asleep i get up & get in the shower, get ready & wash her bottles. Then at about 930 i wake her cute little but up & get her ready for the day. : )

After the gym we ordered some pizza at Ms Donnas & watched a little tv.

We left her house & went to the outlet mall to start our lovely christmas shopping.

Since we dont know when we will be moving or if we will even be here for christmas i gotta get this shopping down early. The hubby & i decided that were pretty much just gonna do gift cards to make it easy, because it just me getting them all & i have the baby to tote around too. But were gonna try & accomplish most if not all when he comes home in 9 days. i can't wait. :) : ) :) :)

Well i think that's all i have for today....i'm leaving a ton out but hopefully i will remember to blog everynight so i wont leave anything out in the future. : )

till next time...

xoxoxo-M